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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

helos. todae was a great dae. went out to watch movie wif mas. watched x-men at tm. the air-conditioner broke down. the cinema was humid but not veri hot like under the sun. ppl kept on complainin. as fer me n mas... we sat down n tok b4 the movie began. did enjoyed the movie aldough only watched x-men 3 n not the others b4.
den wen the movie ended n tyme fer us to exit the theatre, dere was a few staffs standing at the exit doors. tot dey were dere to jus make sure ppl go out n den clean the place. but to my surprise, they were dere to give out a free movie ticket to each person. dat was the so called 'peganti' of the air-conditioner dat broke down. whee!! hahas.
me n mas were like lookin at each other n smiling. hahas. like i mentioned the theatre was not dat humid. hahas. den we walk n talk arnd dere. den we decided to go home. i took the mrt frem semei while she walk home. it was arnd 6.30 wen i board the mrt. den it was like 8 dat i reached home. was really bored, alone in the mrt. hahas. was really glad dat finally reached home.
tomorow is gonna be another dae out. hahas. go to skul only. hahas. kies lah. gtg. bubbyes.
<__*shikin*__>


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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

hellos. i just came home like arnd 45 mins ago? niwaes, todae had ncc training. it started at arnd 7.45 am. i tot i was late coz i went out of home 7. hahas. actualli woke up 5. 1 hour was used to get ready the other another half an hour was used to find the ncc tag. hahas. luckily i found it. den the last half an hour was used to sew the tag on the uniform. manage onli to sew my name tag n one of the skul name. the other name was iron on. was oreadi late. so didnt hav a choice. rush out of the house. n great!!! i lost my keys. hahas. but just wen out. didnt lock the door. niwaes, mum on the wae home. den rush down. was really frustrated dat i missed the bus the moment i step out of the lift,
ergg! den waited fer the next bus. board the bus. rush up to the mrt station. not long before the train came. den board the train. msg fiza. was shocked to noe we were in the same train but diff cabins. den wen reached bukit gombak. rush down. walk as fast as possible wif the quite heavy boots. reached skul. was 10 mins early. =) den tok to dina. fall in.
todae training was fun. hahas. ferstly did pt. den circuit. den drills. n the most fun thing is dat... hehes. we played under the rain. yay!! but got wet. no extra clothes. n we had to do crawling n stuffs dat involves MUD!!! ergg... the mud is so... muddy. hahas. but i did enjoy myself. den was given 1 hour to wash n dry uniform. 1 hour seems like 20 mins. hahas. clothes not dat dry yet. den after dismissal, wen to 1e1 classroom n dry myself under the fan. no long after dat, wen under the sun fer "sun-taning"... tok2. den clothes was a lot more dryer. wen home wif zul.
but b4 headin home, wen to mac fer some food. tok2 b4 leavin. den saw previous skul mate. den wen home wif zul by mrt. n people... dun tink teh wrong wae... I AND ZUL HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH EACH OTHER EXCEPT FER ONLI FRENDS. NOTHING MORE AND NOTHING LESS THAN A FREND. so... was quite a gud dae. heys... at least i get to get out of the house n enjoy myself. hahas.
<__*shikin*__>


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Monday, May 29, 2006

helos. todae is so not an interestin dae. wen i woke up, i was like paralysed. i cant move my neck to the left. it like need to stay lookin on the right. wenever i try to face the left, it hurt so much. n guess wad? it still hurt n like dat till now. my mum saed dat i slip wrongly. i wonder hw long it will stay like this. i hope it will get wae better tomorow morning. i cant afford to miss my ncc training.
stayin at home is wae boring. nuthin to do. haishh. hmwks make my brain like wantin to burst. korangs2... if u r readin... pls... can we like meet a dae in diz week so dat we can plan our outing. im really dead bored at home. contact me. niwaes, yesterdae was quite fun. go here n go dere wif ain. hahas. veri fun. went to my house at arnd 6. den use the comp. den go my room n we tok n crap. hahas. den discuss over sumtine... shh!!! its really private. hahas.
omg. i cant stand the pain. i really wish dat it wud go awae. n its like funnie to see ur self in the mirror wif ur head slanted to the right. strange but funnie. hahas. kies lah. nuthin much to sae anymore. bubbyes.
<__*shikin*__>


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Sunday, May 28, 2006

hello people!! hmms. yesterdae was an enjoyin dae. hahas. my planin of studyin didnt come out as it was planned. instead, i watched vcds dat me n my sis bought. that is cheaper by the dozen2 n nanny mcphee. veri funny n cute. lurve small kids. they seem to brighten everyone dae wen dey are cute. den i did continue with my maths. not yet finished still until now. so ltr hav to continue. post ltr on... bubbyes. gtg. mum home n told me to study. bubbyes. take care.
<__*shikin*__>


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Saturday, May 27, 2006

good afternoon! okays. i am actually sneaking playing the computer. hehes. actually, i was supposed to finished up my homeworks then play the computer. but can you imagine a whole day of homeworks that seem forever to finish and no computer? that is total nightmare. a few minutes of play would not harm right? hahas. so i guess i will just blog for today and off the computer and continue studying and doing homeworks. sorry people if i had not online for this past few days. i am really busy and futhermore, i often sleep around 8.00-8.30, nowadays. so that explains.
hmms. seems that i cant use the computer, there always another way to contact me right?? and that is my handphone. so anything, just text for not important stuffs n calls for inportant stuffs aittes? just a rough planning of what i am going to do today. hmms.
~>maths paper, english paper, mt paper, science paper and literature.
see...i told you this homework of mine will sure to last the whole day. but!!! hehes. my dearie sister just called me and ask me out. YAY!!! out of prison!!! hahas. so im going out for around 3 hours? then i will be back home, back with the homeworks.*sobs* i wonder why schools have to give out homeworks. don't they know that holidays are for relaxing and enjoyment? but nvm. got to get ready. if i get to sneak again. hehes. i will write in another post. okies. gtg. take care. bubbyez...
<__*shikin*__>


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hellos. got my report book todae. was not so happy with the results. was really horrible. haisshh. was so elated that school has ended. i really hate my life swiss for some reasons that people would think pathetic. but heys... i cant live my life in peace if these people keeps on finding fault in me when they are the one who like started the thing first n then acted out fine. i should not elaborate more. just forget about the thing.
i don't wish to continue this life some times. i just hate the fact that my primary school friends and i are already separated in different school. i miss them loads. they are no longer there for me. no longer a shoulder to cry on or a listening ear. no longer long lectures n advises. no longer eveything that i thought once that was misery. its really not a misery. now, i realise that i should have treasured them when i still could. but its all too late now.
we were as one. we stayed together through thicks n thins. gettin into troubles nvr made us quarrel but instead face it together n gettin more closer each dae. i miss those dayz when we go somewhere to settle out our misunderstandings and having commercials. we were sure to end up crying together. i wonder why these does not work in secondary schools. maybe because of the new surroundings? but it cant be that.
but nevermind. i just hope what i really wish to happen next year will be granted. then the past will slowy be coming back, if my wish is granted. i hope. anyways, sorrow are kept deep inside will never be told to anyone. well, unless i have total trust on that particular person and im really comfortable with that particular person. if i were to share it with my primary school friends, they would not be able to understand as they are not there. but nevermind. i think i will just follow the flow.
okies. gtg. its late and my mum is nagging for blogging than studying. better stop playing. kies lah. take care. bubbyes.
FIZA... IF YOU ARE READING THIS, TAKE NOTE THAT I WILL MISS YOUR CRAPS. THE TIME I HAD WITH YOU WAS PLEASANT. HOPE TO SEE YOU IN THE HOLIDAYS. LURVE U LOADS.
i wonder why some people have to be two face freaks.
<__*shikin*__>


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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

hello. sorie dat didnt update fer so many daez. was lazy to do so. fer todae, i guess juz a short entry... okies... let me start.
woke up late. fiza woke up even later. didnt rush, took own swit tyme to get ready. gt to noe fiza wan to take the mrt coz she will be extremely late if i were to wait fer her n take bus wif her. so jus went to interchange. hav a veri bad headache but hav to go to skul. hmms. juz a few more daez to hols. i noe u all muz tink im crazy want to go skul. hahas. arrived skul. go to class n put bag. went to quadrangle. so on, so on... den went to sit beside fiza after spotted her. and skul starts. wadever2. arrived home arnd 6.
kies lah. wana do sumtine den slip. bye. take care. hahas.
<__*shikin*__>


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Sunday, May 21, 2006

hies. todae will be guranteed a borin dae. i guess ill be home alone. parent went out, wun be home till 7-8 pm? brother either follow dem or werkin. my sister will be goin out sooner. hmms. but nvm. plannin to go my brother house to visit the baby. but dun tink wanna go out. veri tired. so if not goin to brother's house, probably will juz sleep n play comp? hahaks. no lah... dere's plently of housewerk dat hav to be done before my parent come home.
niwaez, yesterdae was borin. went out fer a while wif tessha to marsiling to buy a pair of sandals. den go home and play the comp... den sister use the comp. watched hindustan movie, malcolm in the middle n like mike. den started to 'angkat kain' n 'lipat kain'. den chat at msn... at arnd 11, went to bed. msg gudnyte to sum ppl. den was damned bored... eyes not sleepy yet, ask khairil if can kol me. den he kol... tok till arnd 3.30 am? den slip.
my life is borin isnt it? hahaks. cant wait fer the june holidaes. gonna go out to escape n bbqing wif prim skul fren. den watch sum movies, outings wif sec skul frens. n oso hav a class gatherin, bbq oso. but dun intent to go... hahaks. hw to go if the class not united?? hmms. wun be fun. so i guess, the rest of the daes dats borin will be on the comp, housewerk, tv n sleeping. hahaks.
kies lah, i tink i will post another entry later. if i hav the mood to. kies lah... dats all fer now... take care... hav a nice dae. bubbyez.
<__*shikin*__>


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Friday, May 19, 2006

hallo. todae is fridae rite? i juz dun feel its fridae. hahakz. but im really glad the weekend is here. feelin really sleepy now. tink gonna sleep after bloggin. tomorow maybe gonna go out wif fiza n tiqah. but i rather prefer stayin at home. the reason... no need to use money. go out sure use money. so i tink better not go. hahakz.
niwaez, todae was ok. mdm arfah came back to school. both miss choi n mdm junainah did not came to skul. so did have many free periods todae. den after skul, wen to the shops outside skul to buy bun n clips fer ncc. den bought pancake. saw some seniors. den came back to skul. go fer ncc trainin. did p.t, drills n hear some toks on a few things. after ncc, wen to mac wif fiza n tiqah. change to skul uniform. bought n ate mac chicken. share coke wif dem. wen back walkin to the 187 bus stop. while walkin, saw some of my ncc seniors. took bus. sleep but not fully asleep. den fiza woke me up. den wen home by bus.
i tink dats it. im really sleepy now... n i want to go to bed. so... gudnyte, swit dreamz. take care. bubbyez
<__*shikin*__>


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Thursday, May 18, 2006

hello ppl! haishh... got all my results todae but not georgraphy. mdm junainah was either on medical or maternity leave. really hope to get my results fer georgraphy veri soon. haishh. so i got to noe i pass all my subjects except fer english. i scored horribly. i cant believed it. haishh... y mus the paper be so hard??? n y mus the teachers mark so strictly???
hmms... i really dunnoe wad to sae. really disappointed in myself. i wish to score wae better marks in the next exams. so i still hav arnd 5 more months to catch up the previous chapters n study new chapters. i really hope to cope n not to be dispromoted next year. ok2... so here are my results fer SA1... is veri horribly done...
*mathematics(1)*
~>40/50
*mathematics(2)*
~>34/50
*overall mathematics*
~>74/100
*mother tongue(1)*
~>31/40
~>14/20
*mother tongue(2)*
~>70/90
*overall mother tongue*
~> 77
*science*
~>57/100
*english*
~>43/100
*georgraphy*
~> 57
*DnT*
~>A2
*art*
~>69/100
hahakz... saw it rite? wasn't it horrible??? hmms.
1 E8
1 C5
1 B3
2 A2
1 A1
but nvm... its not too late yet... dere's still tyme fer me to study n make a great improvement in SA2. i hope i can do... wish fer me kies??? tanx. kies lah... i gtg... take care ppl. bubbyez.
<__*shikin*__>


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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

hello. another dae pass. 6 daes of school holidae has ended. skul is begining tomorow. hw i wish dere's still holidaez. hmms... i dunnoe y my heart change frem wanting n eager to go skul to not wantin to... hmms. its really strange. maybe it bcoz of ___________? i tink so. since dat dae, i dun wish to skul in swiss anymore. i hav been wonderin if i had been posted to other skuls. hmms. but nvm. lyfe will be full of challenges n myteries. it will owaez lead to sumwhere dat u will either regret or be happy about. in malay is ' ader hikmah di sebalik nye '
tokin about skuls. i am tinkin of ... nvm. ferget about it. niwaez, todae i went to yishun safra to hav training on the riffle? or gun? wadever it is. it was really fun. it did release out sum of my frustration n anger. did it 4 tymes. wahh... best. imagine u shootin the person u r angry n frustrated at... it wud really clear ur mind. u noe wad i mean. wish to go dere again n shoot until im satisfied. hahakz. nvr will dat happen. maybe i sud recommend me frens... hmms.
haiyo!!! im so afraid to get my results!!! veri scary... u noe wad i mean. failing subjects dat u r not confident in... n its not juz 1 subject!!! its more den1... haishh... strez2... pimples all over. my god... kies lah. i dun tink of writing anymore. very not in the mood. kies lah.... take care... gudnyte. swit dreamz, bubbyez
<__*shikin*__>


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Monday, May 15, 2006

hello!!! todae, here in woodlands, the weather is just fine. its neither too hot or too wet. wakakaz. i snd more like a pirated weather caster. wakakaz. niwaez, a veri gud evening to all of u. hope all of u r doin fine. todae was a veri interestin dae, i muz sae. here's the story.
actually, i went out wif fiza. wen to bukit gombak by takin 187 bus. we each bought a can of peach aloe vera. den we walk to the pondon in front of skul. saw dina n asyikin. den dina pass me the letter dat she want to pass to cpl hanani. den we walk to bukit gombak mrt. took the mrt to toa payoh. den we like omos sesat but we decided to go mac fer our lunch. den we ask the person hu assist us at the counter where the cash converter is. den he told us the wae. den we started to eat n talk... haishh... den wen to cash converter. fiza saw n bought the perfect bowling ball fer juz. hehe... its a secret. actualli was shot of 10 cents. den a miracle happened. she found 3 dollars in her pocket. dere... a miracle wud happen wen u least susupect it. so she was safe. den u took the mrt home. the bowling ball was really heavy. my gosh...
the train was pact wif ppl. den we found ourself a seat after a few stops. but b4 at we stand at the cabin connection. wadevr it is. the ball went rollin wen it came to a stop. den we were like stupid idiots to like 'OMG!!! the ball!!!" but the ball was managed to be stop by a man's foot. wakaka. he was asleep. im not sure if he woke up. hmms. the journey was not as funny. mos of it is silence i tink. nvm... feregt bout it. went to fiza house den use the comp fer a while. den go home. she sent me till 888 wif aribo. cute, gonna grow up to be a veri handsem guy.
i tink dats wad happen todae. ouh ya!!! yesterdae, i met my cuzzins. hidayati n masturah. tok to mas about my prob n her probs. we laugh n had a great tyme. saw the full moon floatin on the cloud. was really a nice scenery. i wish i had the pic. haishh. it... nvm. den we barin at nenek's bed n tok wif the lights off. hehe. was really fun. i gained sum useful knowledge frem her i tink. den i told her sun stories. she advised me. den it was tyme fer us to go home. ouh ya... we didnt go to the beach. haishh. didnt managed to ask her all the qns i want n she was oso curious about wad happened so we msged... everything is okay now... hahakz... a long story cut short. kies lah i gtg. take care. gud nyte. n heys ppl. im fine... i okay. dun wery about me...
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Sunday, May 14, 2006

helluz!!! hmms. another boring dae. but not gonna be boring after all later. yahoo!!! gonna mit mas!!! cant wait to talk to her. i juz cant stand the feeling im hiding frem most ppl. at least she care n gives me advises compared to some ppl. nvm. niwaez, todae nuthin much happened. bascially, im not onlining most of the tyme todae was bcoz my sis had to use the comp fer the assignment. nk kirekn, curi2 kai comp lah biler dier rest jap. wakakakaz.
woah... 1 down 2 more to go i guess? or more? nvm. ill try to get it over by wednesdae. niwaez, i watched the movie 'say it isn't so' on channel 5. the story was kind of sad. hmms. i tink dats about it dat i did todae? hmms... nah... i did sumting dat im proud of. hahakz. dats fer me to noe n u guys to find out. den i started to iron my clothes fer the outing. nw... im sittin on teh computer chair n typing. hahakz. i noe its lame.
ouh, ya... b4 i ferget... to all mothers out dere.... HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO YOU!!! HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR DAY AND CELEBRATION.
n fer dose hu aint mothers... pls wish ur mother a happy mother's dae fer me. tanx. hahakz. im pathetic. nvm about it. im really lookin ferword to goin back to skul. really miss swiss so sudden. hahakz.
n to the person i saed sorrie juz nw... my sorrie was sincere. hope u fergive me sincerely. sorrie once again. i hope dere's no hard feelings between u n me any longer. hope dat we can build a gud frendship. maybe not right awae. maybe in a few months. hope to noe more. n hope to see u in skul. tok to me aittes??? kies lah. i gtg. got to get ready fer the outing. take care. bubbyez. enjoy ur dae.
<__*shikin*__>


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Saturday, May 13, 2006

hello ppl!!! hahakz. im really happy todae!!! but dere's still the feelin of hurt dat still fills my heart. niwaez, i cant wait fer tomoro!!! dere's gonna be a family gatherin of my father side fer mother's dae. we are goin out to eat. ok lah. dat is not im concern about. the great part is that... maybe we are goin to the beach. woah... i cant wait fer dat. i can use dat tyme to talk to mas. i really jokes n crap we share wen we met the 2nd last tyme.
really, i really2 hope we go to the beach to relax or sumtine. its quite a long tyme since in visit the beach. it gonna be a great mother's dae celebration if we go to the beach to celebrate. ok, shikin, shut up. enuf about the beach thingy. ouh ya. todae... i did enjoy my dae todae aldough sumone has to spoil it.
niwaez, todae i went out wif ain. we met at arnd 2+ under my block. we den walk to 888 den catch up wif each other. start to recall all the memories dat made us laugh. den we walk aimlessly which brought us sumwhere near vista point. decided to go my bro's house to see if dere's white kit kat dere... hahakz. get to see reza at last!!! yeah!!! he didnt cry wen i hold him. stayed der fer less den 1 hour den we wen to vista point n hav our lunch. or wadever it is. den we wen to cwp to walk arnd. was really borin. ain bought two chocolates dat we share. nice... wen to charmelon n bought ear tarts sat cost $5. aww... ain... u r juz too kind to buy fer me. tanx a lot. ill treat u next tyme kies??? maybe to a movie or escape theme park or sumtine?
den went home. dats wen sumone spoils my dae. hahakz. nvm. was really happy by the tyme i went home... coz its been a long tyme dat i nvr go out wif ain n at last i get too. hey the 8 belos... if u r readin my post... im really sorie dat i've owaez cancelled our plans last min. i dun mean to cancel but its juz dat im too bz n dere's owaez a last min plan by my parent. really sorie. n remember june holidae is cumin... plan to go sumwhere??? like escape or sentosa or town or the esplanade or sumtine??? we can recall back n laugh at the past. juz kol or text me aittes???
kies lah... i gtg... take care. may u all enjoy ur cumin june holidaez.
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Friday, May 12, 2006

harloz dere ppl!!! juz wanna write the so called poem fer the ppl hu hates me. cuz im veri lazy to 'layan' diz kind of ppl. may wadever u sae satisfy urself. i dun tink i will care anymore. makin myself sufferin jus by carin wad u ppl gossip about me is juz not worth it. even wen i try to help out, it will still end up sufferin myself. so better still i juz shut my mouth up n be a quite student. i juz wana change myself to an invisible student dat is not noticed by anyone.
u may tink im juz saein n not doin it. well, changes takes tyme. i will juz take step by step to make changes in my attitude. well, i guess the attitude im aiming for is bein an attentive student, quite, nice n all dat kind of stuffs if u noe wad i mean. i tink ill still be crappy at tyme. wakakaz. it aint no fun if deres no crappy jokes at tyme rite? but maybe juz a small amount of it.
niwaez, my dae todae was fine. it was kinda great actualli. ferstly wen to khatib n had a break b4 the whole journey starts... saw rahim n his sisters. den took the mrt n went to esplanade. it started to drizzle lightly n i tink i noe y. dun u noe it too, yurni??? hahakz. took sum pics. walk here n dere n enjoy the scenery. wahh... was really nice. wen back to cozwae point coz it start to drizzle more heavier n sense dat dere will be heavy rain dat awaits. wen to cozwae to play the games in the arcade. wakakaz. brings the memories back into me. was really havin the joy of my life. played the racin cars twice. did release sum of my stress awae. den went to walk arnd n did window shoppin.
finally, we went home at arnd 6? kind of early. as in compared to the usual tyme i usually be back home. i tink yurni will noe y. hahakz. i noe. yurni3 rite? but heys. she is my prim skul bez fren n still maintaining her title as my best fren nw. n i seldom mit her n tok to her. so pls understand. niwaez,i guess dats all fer nw. i gtg. gudnyte to all of u including ppl hu hates me. may all of u hav swit dreams. take care.
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Callin sumbody lame wun make u any funnier.
Callin sumbody sluts n whores n bitches wun make u any innocent.
Callin sumbody fat wun make u any thinner.
Callin sumbody stupid wun make u any smarter.
Callin sumbody ugly wun make u any prettier.
Callin sumbody nerdy wun make u any cooler.
Callin sumbody nasty wun make u any nicer.
~>my point...
Callin sumone names wun make u wad u wan...
Makin ppl jealous wun make u happier.


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Thursday, May 11, 2006

heys!!! todae till tuesdae will be a veri long, borin holidae. haishh. dun hav any plans so far. but all i noe is dat i'll lurve to catch a movie in one of the 6 daes holidaez or june holidaez. so long nvr watch movie. hmms... plannin on watchin aquamarine or over the edge wif tiq n za. wonder if the plan will still be goin on coz im pokai. haishh. hmms. oso wonderin if i still get my allowance in the holidaez. hope so.
now, im chattin, listening to songs n surfin the net. i wonder... hmms... niwaez, todae is veri boring. nuthin much dat i can sae. i tink i jus let the dae pass by even if its slow. hmms. i gtg... bubbyez...
<___*shikin*__>


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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

hello people!!! yeah!!! i hav a veri gud reason fer bein veri ahppy todae!!! exams are so over!!! yahoo!!! holidaes are juz arnd the corner!.. askin me to get out of my stupid miserable probs n enjoy fer once. nvm about dat. i can tink about dat ltr.
well, todae was art, the las paper. tanx god. i juz did it anyhow. hw do u expect a person to fininsh an artwerk with smooth colours n nice drawings wen u r not a professional n only given 2 hours??? did it till done but the colourin was like a p2. was really messy n terrible. i dun expect a gud mark fer dat artpiece.
niwaez, tiq, za n me went to lot 1 todae, after exam. hmms, ferst tyme goin dere wif my frens. went to library n borrowed some books. wan to start to read books again so dat i can improve on my english. wana start to buck up. so dat i wun be left far behind. den we tok craps in the library. joked n laugh. had a lot of fun. wen to mac after dat to hav a break. saw the gang. hahas. nah, juz the sec 3 boys again. den saw mptm sit in front of mawas. oso saw whyte guy n little finger behind mawas. didnt noe y but had a sudden scared unsecure feelin. so we left n den we saw fred n bandage outside mac. haiyo. ape lagi. run arg. go library. tok crap, tryin veri hard to make myself to stop feelin scared n unsecure. den we went down. dey still dere. so we walk to the interchange. fiza sae she saw fred, whyte guy n bandage lookin. haishh... den we took bas 188 to skul. den send tiq home.
den we waited fer the bus 187 like fer 30 mins. OMG! but nvm. at least get to sit in the bus n rest. tok crap wif fiza, walk home wif fiza. den wad so ever2. den went online. chat, tok to kak ain. den all dat.
haishh. dun feel like wanna go IMT diz cumin mondae, i tink. juz a feelin dat... nvm. ferget about it. n niwaez, ppl hu readin my blog n hates me. here's a thing i wana sae.
~>hating other ppl wun make u more unhated.
~>tokin bad about ppl wun make u more better.
i maybe nasty at tyme, i agree. hereby i apologise to u. hmms. dun hate me wen u dun noe the real me. i hope u understand. i dun wana make enermies in skul. n i dun wan any understanding or hidings. but if u still insist i hav no other choice but to follow wif the flow.
okies.i guess i juz hav to buck up so dat i wun drop or slack. haishh. gonna use the june holidaes to revise. hahakz. rajin sei. tk nk ketinggalan katekan. kies lah i guess diz is juz fer nw. gtg. take care ppl. gudnyte, swit dreams.
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Friday, May 05, 2006

harlow!!! hahakz... im feelin a bit more happier den other daez. well, basically, i tink i enjoyed my dae todae. it was different compared to the other daez. well, i went out to causewae n to sumone's house.
todae, was totally different den other daez b4 n wen exams. hmms... i guess everything i tot was... was totally wrong. haishh... nvm. well, actually, i played badminton, watch some movies, wen to 2 places dat is quite far n so many other things.
niwaez, todae paper was mother tongue. stupid me to lost my 'peribahasa' list. but got another set frem cikgu syahada. she saved my life! the paper was ok lah... finished it in 40 mins n get to slip fer arnd 45 mins. hahakz... wen woke up, den i realise it was raining...
was feeling really cold. den wen i went to the canteen, sumone gave me n wani a bitchy n tak puas hati stare. haishh... wad i n wani do wrong sei? haishh... nvm, as long as dey hapi... ferget about it. no use thinkin bout it.
kies lah... i guess diz is onli fer now... gtg... gudnyte... take care... bubbyez...
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Wednesday, May 03, 2006

helloz!!! todae i had veri much fun in skul n... but still, a bit strez up. haix. am realli werid about science paper. was realli tough n futher more, i... nvm!!! OMG!!! if i m to fail my science paper, i dun noe wad to sae! but... nvm. gt to blame myself too fer nt studyin.
after the paper, fiza, mira, atiqah n me went to mac fer a break. den saw azean, khairil, diana n fred. we joke arnd b4 we leave back to skul. on teh wae bac, saw goldy. hahakz. kekek sei!!! den fiza sae hi senior... den he sae hi n fiza saw his vampire teeth. hmms... oso saw mira, atiqah, fiza n mine cca's seniors.
wen to skul to check the NCC board. saw syed, siva, haziq n their fwenz... wen went out saw kak aishah, kak fiza n kak salisha... oso saw sum of the guys at the shop. walk to bus stop... saw yellow slipper n kimono n fwenz. so many ppl we met todae. went home wif mira n fiza... on the wae, we tok n joke...
hahakz... took 900 wif fiza. den im home. playin the com n chattin. well, i guess dats all i did todae. kies lahh... gtg.. bubbyez... take care ppl...
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006

hello! didnt post entry yesterdae was b-coz not allowed to use the comp. the whole dae was spent on studying georgraphy. talkin about georgraphy, the georgraphy paper was. managed to ans moz of the qns... onli sum i juz do anyhow.
haishh... now, im werid sick about science paper tomoro!!! i guess i'll be revising tonight. hmms... i tink im onli gonna get a few hours of slip. gt to endure. exam veri important. hope i can still cope coz im now having headaches b-coz of not enuf slip.
did lost my concerntration while doin the georgraphy paper b-coz of the stupid headaches!!! y muz it cum nw??? y nw sum other daez later? haishh... nvm. hoep the science paper tomoro will be easier than wad i tot. wad mr. lee mentioned about the paper, veri tough, freak me out!!
nuthin special happened todae... hmms... i guess i better get startin on my revisions... gtg... bubbuyez... gud nyte to all... may u ahv swit dreamz
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