~ )) * shikin * (( ~ those memories were precious whether it is ;

noraSHIKIN
19121993
sagittarius
swiss cottage-ian
1e1'06

April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
November 2006
May 2007

mondays is as any other mondays.
lessons past very fast.
first 2 periods were p.e.
miss ho made us run 8 rounds,
outside of the hall.
then we played badminton.
hahas. totally had fun.
especially the last period of p.e.
after p.e was 2 periods of science.
science was not that bad.
then it was recess.
2 periods of english is up next after recess.
then 2 periods of maths!
i simply love maths lessons!
c.d period did nothing.
assembly was next.
was supposed to be 1 period.
but end up 2 periods.
finished school at 1.40.

actually, i wrote today's timetable is because...
i have nothing else to post about.
hahas. okays lah.
adios amigos.

you've got a long way to go from 7:02 PM

hmms. tomorrow is monday.
the weekend feel so fast.
sometimes i feel like there is no weekend.
hmms. i miss malay cultural stuffs.
like malay dance and dikir barat.
actually only that both things.
how i wish mum would give me
the permission to go dikir.
haishh. but so far seii.
imagine travelling from woodlands to tampines..
just to attend for dikir practice.
and you will be back home like around 9.
how i wish there is still marsiling cc dikir.
i miss malay dance more!
i miss cikgu zarina.
i miss evergreen primary.
i miss malay dance syf.
i miss all of that.
since secondary school started,
many things has changed.
many things has past.
memories are all that is left.
hahas. yups. memories.
both bitter and sweet.

you've got a long way to go from 2:35 PM

helos! i am back from a day out with the whole kasha!!!
it was a day of fun! hahas. had a lot of fun.
okays. so the pisture up there is one of it.
so lazy want to upload the rest. hehes.
hmms. so tired. okays. i want to rest.
taking the care. bubbyes.

you've got a long way to go from 7:34 PM

eh2 fiz n tiq.
kene kan aku nampak.
hahas. i love drinking coffee.
and i mean lately.
i starting to feel that it is refreshing.
you should know what coffee
i am referring about.
i mean you guys have been with me.
hahas. anyway, can't wait for later.
i hope it is still on and not cancelled.
kasha day out... doing project.
hahas. hmms. i hope the whole kasha will make it.
i am so happy for fiz n mir.
wakakas. fiz already have aa battery for her camera.
and mir already bought chocolate.
and now she can drink it everyday.
hahahas. i am crapping.
okays. will post back later on.
maybe. take care. bubbyes.

you've got a long way to go from 10:38 AM

hmms. strange.
i am think i lurve drinking coffee.
for a moment it taste bitter,
but the results is amazing!
i am totally refreshed!
you should know what i mean.
coffee is so refreshining.

hmms. school today is okay.
did not go school with fiza.
haishh. all the way in the bus was boring.
how i wish somebody could crap along with me.
at least i do not feel sleepy/ bored/ etc.
literature was as usual. hahas.
you should know what i mean, fiza.

after school, had remedial.
english! ergg! it is so boring!
luckily it only lasted for 1 hour.
so waited for the kasha from 3.00-4.30.
in the canteen. they were having enrichment.
went to lot 1. was like a bunch of idiots.
hahas. holding hands. hahas.

and tiq, sorry about the jinx thingy.
hehes. now outside school no more jinx.
so had a lot of fun today after school.
hmms. no longer online at night.
taking an early sleep.
arhh!!! science test!
got to go. take care.
good night. bubbyes.

you've got a long way to go from 8:37 PM

helos. the day in school was boring.
my crapping soul mate is not in school.
*sobs* haishh. the day was not as fun.
but nevermind. she'll be back tomorrow.

dad striked me a question this morning.
hmms. should i or should i not?
haishh. its a big decision.
let's just hope for the best.

you've got a long way to go from 3:41 PM

i sometimes wonder.
is there such things as friends?
friends are always there for you,
through thicks and thins.
they will be right beside you,
in good and bad times.
no matter what they will be there.
giving you the full support you need.

i sometimes just do not understand.
why do people have to admit themselves
as a best friend, friend when
they only save their own asses,
they think of only themselves,
they serve only to their heart's content,
they scream when its not even your fault,
they think its okay to go on even when they know its not
and think the word sorry can cure everything afterwards,
they have it made their way,
they give in when you give in first,
they backstabbed you and act out fine,
they blame you for the mistake they made
that leads you to trouble,
etc. etc.

i just can't stand 'friends' who are :
1)self-centered
2)2-faced freaks
3)backstabbers
4)etc. etc.

no offence to anybody.

you've got a long way to go from 6:27 PM

i finally realise something that i should long ago.

i finally realise i should do what i should long ago.

but wait! what about the consequences?

how will i face the consequences.

the consequences are bloody hell suffering.

ergg! this is so complicating.

you've got a long way to go from 1:50 AM

my gosh! my step are like shit!
i have not get the steps.
so the complicating!
but nevermind.
shall practice more.
practice makes perfect.

my body is aching.
my throat is kind of painful.
i have been having difficulties in breathing.
and also coughing like hell!

arg! shoots!
i think i would not be able to run!
did e.t in the morning only for 2 rounds...
and guess what???
i vomitted.
and felt like somebody is strangling me.
can't breathe properly.

arg! how i wish i am not sick!
i am totally afraid of getting fever again.
having fever is such a suffer!

anyway, i came across someone's blog.
and i saw a paragraph about something.
makes me remind of something.
the thing is almost the same as mine.
but mine was not as terok.
i think it is not.
i don't know lah.
since the person deliver that...
to show somehow its good,
i think i just shut my mouth.
i regretted. i really did.
how i wish i could turn back time.
and... but its just impossible.

i hate to be blamed...
when its not my fault.
something is related.
whatever.
bubbyes.

you've got a long way to go from 9:20 PM

urgg! i am so pissed!
after typing quite a long entry,
guess what? something magical happened!
my computer restart itself!
and my post is now lost!
great, right?but nevermind.
i will write over another entry.

so, finally i came to school!

i am very elated.

eventhough some lessons are boring,

it would not be as bored as staying at home.

you will have nothing to do.

no one to chat or to talk to.

okays. let not talk about that.

lets talk about my day in school today!

it was fun and enjoying day in school.

the first 3 periods were malay.

so, i get to meet the KASHAs.

miss them loads.

so after i finished my compo...

i faced behind to talk to fiza.

ending up, the whole of kasha

talked and crap. hahas.

after school was nothing much.

hmms. quite boring actually.

have a lot of homeworks to be complete.

~haish~ that is the problem when you

do not go to school for a 4 days.

okays. when on the way home,

bumped into ina.

omg! she's now wearing specs.

last time, she had a perfect eye-sight.

but she look fine with specs.

it gives her more of the mature and clever face.

well, she is clever. she's in bpgh.

so catch up on some things with her.

and i am home.

going to do homework afterwards.

fiza, do come and follow me tomorrow okays?

if you want too, i mean.

but i do hope you will.

got to go now.

taking care. bubbyes.

you've got a long way to go from 8:01 PM

just felt like posting another entry.

i decided. i am going to school tomorrow!

i miss school so muchies!

i miss the surroundings.

i miss the craps.

but above all, i miss my dearie friends!

having a heavy headache.

and my ear is still pekak

i felt so weird when this particular someone talked to me.

hahas. seems funny and suprising.

but whatever. what do i care.

there are more things i have to worry about than this weird feeling.

well, its not some sort of feeling...

when you see the person you like.

but it feels so... nvm. its indescribable.

wondering if i should go ncc tomorrow.

mom do not let me.

she's afraid i will be more sick.

but i miss ncc!!!

i missed the last 2 trainings!

hmms. nvm. i will take my time to think.

kalzom! i miss your 'sight-seeing'. hehs.

amira! i miss looking at you eating alot of sambal!

fiza! i miss your craps!

atiqah! i miss your blur sotongness.

i miss you guys a lot!

see you guys tomorrow, i hope.

take cares. bubbyes.

you've got a long way to go from 9:35 PM

haishh. i am dead bored.
did not go to school.
two days mc, today and tomorrow.
i miss school! i miss my friends!
i miss ncc! i miss the surroundings!
but at most, i miss the KASHA!
my crapping mates. hahas.
i want to go school badly!
but mum told me to rest at home.
haishh. i am missing many subjects!
how am i supposed to catch up???
i am so dead!
kalzom! amira! fiza! atiqah!
will you guys help me in the topics?
please. pretty please.

anyway, yesterday,
i was mad at something
that is not related to me!
pathetic right?
haishh. i don't know what is with me.
hahas. i guess what kak yana [my sis in law]
says is true. words are just words.
words don't really express what you think or feel.

my body is aching!
argg!! and i am having headaches!
my nose is so irritating!
my ear is around 65% pekak!
so bear with me. hehs.

got to go. taking the care.
bubbyes.

you've got a long way to go from 1:17 PM

omg! am i starting to miss him again?

i dreamt that i was talking to someone about him.

and i was eager to know more.

haishh. i don't know what am i feeling now.

sometimes nothing, sometimes... nvm.

okays. lets stop talking about him.

its not worth anyway.

so today is kind of bored.

medicine sucks! taste so eww!!!

and i have been not having sleeping 'lena-ly'

always awake every few hours.

so later have to go to mak ngah's house.

have kenduri. haishh. don't feel like going.

feel sick. haiyo! and my nose is leaking!!!

hate it! haishh.

nvm. gtg. bubbyes.

you've got a long way to go from 1:32 PM

i am feeling so sick! my ears are infected by my fever. now both my ears are extra pekak! so you guys, don't mind me. hehs. i will be extra irritating on monday, if i come to school.

i was 95% okay yesterday but after the sports heats, my fever strike me suddenly. i was shivering inside the bus. and my head was really heavy! my throat hurts. and i feel like fainting. saw ama on the way to 911 berth. she send me home knowing that i was really weak.

the race was okay. i was really nervous at that time. butterflies occupied my stomach. hehs. i was hoping... nvm. haishh. okays.

gtg. bubbyes.

you've got a long way to go from 3:55 PM

helos. i did not go to school today.

i am having a high fever.

my throat hurts.

i am having running nose.

actually was already awake at 4.

my sister was watching soccer.

went out of the room to drink a glass of water.

saw mum playing the computer and dad watching soccer.

went to bed. talk to sister.

waited till 5 am.

iron school clothes and took a shower.

was out of the toilet at 6.10am.

mum asked if i was okay.

told her had headaches.

she did not let to go to school.

so changed to pyjamas and slept back.

woke up at 11 am.

so on and so forth...

went to the doctor and afterwards to vista point to buy food.

got 2 days mc.

but going to school tomorrow.

can't afford to miss the lessons and homeworks.

hmms. i think i am about to get over him entirely.

felt nothing when chatted with him.

but somethings just still bug me.

like a 2-faced 'friends' trying to boast about guys.

haishh. i just wished she never told me about the msg.

haishh. but nvm.
gtg. tc. bubbyes.

you've got a long way to go from 1:12 PM

helos. long time never update seii.
very lazy lah and futhermore cannot use computer long2.
so yups. i am back with some updates.
hehes. okays. so let me start.

i will only update about this week.
monday was youth day.
went out with dearie cousin.
went to esplanade and walk at town.
went home at around 8.

tuesday was okay.
had ncc. the whole day did not have p.t. yahoo! hehes.
got to know something from jack2. shhs...

wednesday. errms.
did not quite remember. hehes.

thursday was terrible but end up great.
i was totally confused.
whether to attend sports heats or ncc imt.
eventually i went for imt.
i missed my 100m.
errgg!!
imt was fun.
got marksman! yipee!!

friday was released early and no cca.
i was relieved.
waited for zul and haikal back from sembayang jumaat.
hehes. meanwhile... tiq, fiz and i discovered something!
hehes. shhss!!
went to lot 1.
took neoprint.
went popular to buy book.
went brother's house!!
saw baby reza!
so cute!!!

okays. that's all. bubbyes.

you've got a long way to go from 9:33 PM