hellos. got my report book todae. was not so happy with the results. was really horrible. haisshh. was so elated that school has ended. i really hate my life swiss for some reasons that people would think pathetic. but heys... i cant live my life in peace if these people keeps on finding fault in me when they are the one who like started the thing first n then acted out fine. i should not elaborate more. just forget about the thing.
i don't wish to continue this life some times. i just hate the fact that my primary school friends and i are already separated in different school. i miss them loads. they are no longer there for me. no longer a shoulder to cry on or a listening ear. no longer long lectures n advises. no longer eveything that i thought once that was misery. its really not a misery. now, i realise that i should have treasured them when i still could. but its all too late now.
we were as one. we stayed together through thicks n thins. gettin into troubles nvr made us quarrel but instead face it together n gettin more closer each dae. i miss those dayz when we go somewhere to settle out our misunderstandings and having commercials. we were sure to end up crying together. i wonder why these does not work in secondary schools. maybe because of the new surroundings? but it cant be that.
but nevermind. i just hope what i really wish to happen next year will be granted. then the past will slowy be coming back, if my wish is granted. i hope. anyways, sorrow are kept deep inside will never be told to anyone. well, unless i have total trust on that particular person and im really comfortable with that particular person. if i were to share it with my primary school friends, they would not be able to understand as they are not there. but nevermind. i think i will just follow the flow.
okies. gtg. its late and my mum is nagging for blogging than studying. better stop playing. kies lah. take care. bubbyes.
FIZA... IF YOU ARE READING THIS, TAKE NOTE THAT I WILL MISS YOUR CRAPS. THE TIME I HAD WITH YOU WAS PLEASANT. HOPE TO SEE YOU IN THE HOLIDAYS. LURVE U LOADS.
i wonder why some people have to be two face freaks.
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