everything changes in a blink of an eye. the fun moments that i thought will be forever is now over. no more laughter and enjoyment like the days before. everything has turned upside-down. everybody has changed in just few weeks. why? i am totally confused? why can't they just be like what they used to be? a united, funny, happy-go-lucky family? why must all this end so suddenly?
now, everyone don't sound like themselves any longer. all gone to separate directions, and having their own life, doing their own bussiness. everything that is happening now seems to be so slow. i wonder when this is going to end. i don't want this so called 'silence' in swiss. it does not feel like swiss any more.
friends backstabbing each other. best friends turn their backs on each other. what is happening? what has happened? what happened to the united, funny, happy-go-lucky family? break ups does not mean enermies. so why does all this have to happen? school seem so much different and quiet. how i wish i was still in early january so that i can experience the fun again. i am hopelessly here. i can't do anything to change the situation now cause its their choice and not mine. haishh.
kays lahh. i end it here. take care. bubbyes.
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