i have given up. i have made my choice. and i think i will stick with it until somethings changes. that will make me forget the past and memories. i don't think i want to live in this misery life any longer. i have to change it for my own good. i can't stand the pain. it hurts so much. i guess that's the end. the end of what they call just the beginning. i'm ending a fairy tale without a happy ending and without even starting it. so i guess i have given up on it. so yes. i have given up.
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